Future Lives: Short Fiction

It is someday in the future from now. I don't remember the date. I think I'm lost in love. I woke up to the sounds of heart beat, my own heart beat relaxed and alive.Somehow it felt it was no longer just mine...I couldn't fathom the connection...Is it from the depths of another soul? I don't quite get it...

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7 years later:

So I started searching for the connections in this whole wide world...And found it hidden in some underground corporation's secret locker.They literally stole my heart. Secret waves link my heart to their console and it beats according to their whims.What is this strange connection to the underworld? It took several decades to realize my other organs were also on sale, a discount closed sale for the corrupt and the elite.Whether I like it or not, my whole being is in a love/hate relationship with these organ thieves, who fondly call themselves  'the heart thieves'.

It is hard and I need to accept this strangeness. There is nowhere to go and nothing else to do. Some poets say, all true love ends in death/dissolution. I hope I experience the bliss of dissolution in this life and dissolve the hatred along with that. It sounds tragic to hope for dissolution. I don't glorify suicide and dissolution is not suicide It is the end of a courageous fight that makes your stolen heart swell with pointless pride.

What appears as tragic to other's eyes appears as victory to some.The victory of a soul that didn't give up its honesty, courage and love, come what may, even to the destruction of this fragile body.There in lies the joy and exuberance of a tragic life, my friend, a triumphant soulful life.The point is not pride or victory. It is the longing and the journey itself that matters...the longing for freedom,fairness and goodness...Some call it the experience of God and some call it the experience of  a good life. But all have this longing at its core.

Who am I? A future citizen of this earth....

Social Reality For Dummies

1) There are two human civilizations that exist in parallel in all countries on earth... One is a very advanced civilization with great power and resources...The other one is an advancing civilization, a major fraction of non-elite civilian population fall under this category....The stuff the advancing civilization is thinking as advanced was there in the advanced civilization several decades back...


2) When something new happens, the first ones to know are Military/Intelligence,Criminal empire/Power structures (Political & Corporate) b'coz they are the ones creating and making it happen. The second ones to know are the other elite ones in societies likes artists,story writers, media leaders as they are always on the watch out for new things and are mostly well connected with the first group...After that other elites in the society like chancellors, Professors and other huge brains get to know...Then the general public gets to know through news media..It is mostly a distorted story, but has germs of truth in it...

The last ones to know are a terrible strain of humanity called graduate students...They are the lowly slaves who keep themselves busy searching the world for free food and truths that were found long time back...The funny thing is they bought into the lie that PhDs are changing the world....Since they are of above average intelligence, they had to be told that lie to make them work for the real bosses...What they meant was they are slowly improving the advancing civilization step by step...Go tiger, change the world!!!!..The advanced civilization at times get compassionate and picks some bright sparks in to their own and initiate them in to the wide world...With a hint of sadness I've spent several years in the last category with several more to go...When you accept this social truth \
whole -heartedly, you can live with some peace in your heart on earth.....

3) The folks in the advancing group can slowly fight for rights and get some autonomy in governing themselves by begging to the advanced folks...But never question or challenge what the advanced folks can or cannot do... They say their wrath is worse than the wrath of gods... People say God has one judgement day when you die... But these folks can make every single one of your day her into a judgement day... That comes to thousands of judgement days right here on earth...Better to avoid it unless you are so much into it you know....